i think im losing my ambition i think i lost my mind its never coming back paranoid of everyone around my heads up in the clouds and its never coming down fuck where the hell am i i think i lost my sense blacked out shit where the hell am i i think i lost my mind blacked out rotting out my brain cells all the time i think im feeling fine but thats just a lie all my friends say i need to chill just to play it cool but wheres the fucking thrill paranoid of everyone around my heads up in the clouds and its never coming down blacked out every single night damn im feeling right

why even try and talk to me with any sincerity dont you know the dialog that comes from this smart ass maybe i should change my perspective on the world i see a product of my environment this world has molded me oh no its coming over me again eating at my disposition will it ever come to an end why even try and save me from my isolation i think the best medicine is just taking to myself a great heart filled conversation that you can bet cant you tell from my demeanor i didnt me what i just said only time will tell but my clocks broken i try to speak i just end up choking i think im living it large im just under a spell hanging out with the devil living the highlife in hell

excuse me while i kick you off cloud 9 youre decomposing thinking its alright so sick of the bile projecting from your mouth next thing you turn around pretend to be someone else no one is fooled this time you lose it really wont surprise me when your luck runs out its only a matter of time no one is buying your innocent act waving a white flag while planning your attack what goes around always comes around you need to remember........ just watch your back excuse me while i write you off your game is over your time has run out plastic smile part of your attire its always had a certain stench excuse me while i take care of you wolf heard your howls a mile away haha you think you had us fooled nothing you say is even truth

Has it gotten that hard to open up your mouth? Think for a second, drop your jaw and just let the words fall out. Too often we let our fingers do the talking for us, Things we won't say face to face, hiding, anonymous. An endless supply of the blind leading the blind The world it's ending, and no ones seeing the signs Misinformation, it's trending should be a crime An endless cycle, time after time It's not wrong to agree with someone elses views but opinions aren't facts, beliefs shouldn't be news We live in a time without any easy choices Should you join the herd? Fuck that we've got our own voices An endless supply of the blind leading the blind The world it's ending, and no ones seeing the signs Misinformation, it's trending should be a crime An endless cycle, time after time Don't worry your words will be seen, On someone else's screen Tune in and watch T.v. Learn more phrases for you to bleet Don't worry your words will be seen Don't worry your words will be seen Don't worry your words will be seen Don't worry, don't worry An endless supply of the blind leading the blind The world it's ending, and no ones seeing the signs Misinformation, it's trending should be a crime An endless cycle, time after time Don't worry your words will be seen Your will evil words will plant the seeds To make innocent futures bleed Don't worry your words will be seen Don't worry your words will be seen Don't worry your words will be seen Don't worry your words will be seen DON'T WORRY, DON'T WORRY

hey whats going on want to waste sometime with me got nothing to do laying on the couch sounds good to me because i aint got no other place to go so sorry and she just said shut up youre just a disappointment staring at the walls letting my mind go drooling at the mouth maybe im just getting old because i aint got no other place to go so sorry and she just said ive giving up on life its self counting down the day in this boring hell because i aint got no other place to go so sorry and she just said

i only have myself to blame for the bad decisions along the way too many lines of cocaine to try and numb the pain i know this makes me weak wake up the next day and everythings still bleak oh! dont ask me for advice i dont know where im going every day i pay the price and the scares are showing i look in the mirror and what do i see some monster staring back at me how are you suppose to cope when your heart and mind are ready to explode another night of shenanigans these drinks and drugs have become my best friends

the first i saw you weeping away ive got to say i never knew you cared i have to admit i never meant you to feel this way i know its something i did and i just stand there with a grin because i like it when you call me motherfucker when i screw up again and i like the way you yell you son of a bitch it makes me feel alive and i never feel alone the second time i thought you might figure me out i know its sinister but i love the way you scream and shout i have to admit i just crave your attention like a bad dog in heat im just spreading my demon seed even though i screw up will you still stay with me i wouldnt know what to do oh no i can see that look in your eye ill just be on my way goodbye the third time you said you were sick of my games i laughed it off and i dont even feel ashamed you can slap the cuffs on me babe ill never change just call me repeat offender im behind bars but youll see me again

The canary's been dead for years and we're still unprepared Humanity's gone to shit and no one cares We've been building for this since the dawn of time Life's one long rat race without a finish line No matter the backs that you step on We're doing it wrong You will never save face We're doing it wrong We're doing it wrong The writing's gotten so old, its eroding off the walls We readily crash our ships to any sirens song Most men build nothing, destroy what others construct My finger's on the button, waiting to self destruct No matter the backs that you step on We're doing it wrong You will never save face We're doing it wrong We're doing it wrong

somethings arent just black and white sometimes the grey is bigger than both the memories haunt my life even though they may be distant im not fucking losing this fight but these situations are real a bad relapse and a sigh another drink from the well because it broke my fucking heart growing up time just goes by so fast in a blink of an eye seems like im always saying goodbye so lets tip our glass to those who are gone and lets tip our glass to those who have fallen take it back when the picture was real i still remember those days we thought we had it all figured out the good times would never fade when i think about everything i try and crack a smile we never knew what the future held just enjoyed the present all the while because it broke my fucking heart growing up time just goes by so fast in a blink of an eye seems like im always saying goodbye so lets tip our glass to those who are gone and lets tip our glass to those who have fallen Waking up that day I never said goodnight You'll never be forgotten You won't be left behind I'll carry you always Think of you all the time I don't need faded pictures Because you're alive inside my mind ill always remember my friends and the ones who always stuck by me through the parties and the endless nights the memories are our legacy

is that thunder i hear no thats just my brain going crazy eyesights going blind everything is going hazy negative thoughts once again seeing red not again this must be the end another black out this time ive lost it all another screw loose this time ill let it all out feeling like a rat trapped in the corner silent frustration burning through my eyes sick of everything sick of all the lies claustrophobic need some breathing room what the hell is coming over me

some people will never know the way it feels when the radio hits it almost heals ill never trade this feeling for as long as i live its the only one thing that helps through life and all of its bullshit so come and sing along with me with your stereo nothing else matters except this one thing my stereo with all these lonely nights i still have hope i just turn the volume up and lose all control i think i found a new friend and ive lost all my fears its been here through the good times and through all of my fears